As God as my witness, I will find a way to show these girls how much they mean to me, and how much they have helped me, even when they don't know they are doing anything at all.

The time is 12:30 and it is march 28th which means that exactly 20 years ago, i was born. 20 is a weird age, i feel. and its strange to think that im 20. 20..wow. ill get over it.
ps- Im the luckiest girl to ever live. 

Theres just something about the counting crows that soothes every crevice of my body with the deepest feeling calm in the world. Its just what I need because today is, in the 2 years of college, the first time I have sat down with my book and just power-studied the crap out of myself. I didnt leave the house until 7:PM for the first and only time. ( Read more... )

Today, I just want to break down and cry every single tear that is in my body and have it pour out of me because that is the only thing I can do. I can’t come up with words to describe the hurt in my heart and denial in the depth of my soul. I refuse to believe that today marks a year since my grandfather passed away and I still can’t get over it. ( Read more... )

 About 2 seconds ago, a very pivotal point in my life occured. I just want to share, so perhaps, if you've been in a similar situation, you could maybe let me in on how i should react ( Read more... )

Dear friends,

I have learned something that i think is very important to share with all of you: don't risk something that is extremely important to you for something that may not even work out.

Love, 
Kristin 

think of who you were when you left
now think of who you are when you come back. 
...shifty...

Man, I haven't wrtten here in a long time and right now im bored so i figured, ima write, son.
things have been weird lately. 
my advisor told me that i need to seriously reanalyze my life if i want to get where i want to be. 
i cut my hours at work and amd kinda taking it easy for a little.
i think that part of figuring out who you want to be is ( Read more... )

Some things never change.
And soon, I won't be here waiting for them to change, either.
You've lost touch with yourself and you don't even notice.
I feel bad that I don't feel bad.
In fact, I feel great.
Change can be a good thing.

So, last night I slept the best that I have slept since, what seems like, forever. I had a dream that is still quite vivid in my mind. This is the first time that I ever woke up and was still thinking that I was dreaming. It was strange. I wish that the dream was reality. Its funny how, sometimes, dreams act out exactly what you want to happen in ( Read more... )