i'm grounded.
/sigh.

he breathed onto the window &&straced the words i love you.


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i think to much. thats my problem. when something doesn't turn out the exact way i wanted it to, i get wicked pissed off. even when the circumstances can't be helped. hmm.

i wish everything would still be as easy as it used to be. but i know its not going to get any easier. the thought of going to college and leaving this house scares the hell out ( Read more... )

well the journal is somewhat better.

i started a book today, The Pact, so far its pretty good. i find myself reading alot lately. i like it, it gives me a new perspective on life and my surroundings. so typical for me to say. i actually went to school today for the whole day. thats going to be my new routine. i need some stability in my life, so i ( Read more... )

ok. so i really hate this layout and i totally don't remember making it. but whatever i'm not in the mood to change it right now. im just updating for anyone who actually reads this.

my summer has been so much fun. for the past week my aunt has been in new hampshire so i can basically do whatever i want, responsibly. last night i went to masons and ( Read more... )

it has been forever since i updated this thing. i'm slacking.

well i just got back from florida about a week or two ago. i had a blast with my elizzy ! i also went on a cruise &.met amazing people. i miss ya'll so much ! i'll be back soon. <33 when i came back to rhode island everything was perfect ! only one major thing has changed recently but ( Read more... )

haha holy shit. guess what ya'll !

LL COOL J came to my school today. lol it was hilarious watching the black chicks jump all over him for a picture. wow.
its wicked hot out today !!
thats all for now.

so the fag called me last night .. finally ( Read more... )

The phone rang... I said, "Hello ( Read more... )

my boyfriend went to New Hampshire for the weekend.

it's over. i hate feeling like second best to everything in his life. you probably don't know the whole situation, &think i'm obsessive or something. i'm really not. the end.