so for reading for the last 2 hours, i was inspired to write. i must say that this book has made me look like a saint compared to the crazy life of this man. i love this book and im glad jenni brought it over. she made my night. but anyways i went the whole day today without my phone, and i loved it.. but i realized i didnt need my stupid phone, ( Read more... )

hmm well i feel acomplished today, i did pretty much everything i planned to n then some. i manged to clean my room, apply  for jobs, make time for the family n in a few im gunna shower, wait for steph n do some paperwork. im proud of myself lol. 2morrow im gunna clean my car ( Read more... )

ughhh im so blahh. last night was proof that i need to grow a fuckin back bone n stop doing things i dont wanan do. and that i also shudnt txt 15 yr olds. cuz the maturity level is soooo sooo sooo different. i went to the shop too party last night n it was alright, just me steph some other girls we didnt know and then the usual boys we seem to be ( Read more... )

blah, i feel large. i just ate way to much food. but it was good. so i guess its alright. i really dont know where im going with my life lately. i feel like im kinda going down hill, and all at once i love it, and hate it. we will just have to see how it goes. right now im layin in bed listening to Hollywood undead. i really like them, i love music ( Read more... )

i really dont kno where to start, i feel like my whole life has done a whole 360 since jan 1st. i have totally changed as a person down to how i act, what i do, and what i think is right and wrong, i feel like i threw most of my beliefs and standards right out the window. i really dont even know who i am. and sometimes i like it, and others i dont ( Read more... )

so its 6 am. and yes i am still awake, i really dont know how all of the sudden my days all seeem like one big one, but im having fun so i suspose that is all that matters. i hung out with graham tonight to talk about everything, the talk was alright and it just made me realize that i really do have alot of thinking to do and i need to get my act ( Read more... )

hm so i just got home from a night with nevin, hes a very very cute boy. =]=] it was fun and im glad we hung out, cuz the last two times we hung out we were kinda drunk n just hugged each other alot lol. but he makes me smile alot =] other than that ive just been hanging out with some pretty sweet kids n having fun, i really am enjoyin my summer ( Read more... )

i love music. i could just sit here and listen to it forever and do nothing and it really makes me happy. well other than for my obsession with music i now love danceing, and going out and having fun, i think my social skills have improved and i love it. friday was super fun, well what i remember and also besides the whole gettin sick part, but ( Read more... )

ughh i dont know why i am up at 3:16 or why i am even bothering writing this but i need to set the record straight for myself and everyone else. i know that past few months i havent been acting myself and honestly i kinda am ashamed of it all. i honestly do feel kinda slutty and anyone who really knows me knows i would never act like that, i feel ( Read more... )

so yesterday i went to k's, which was alright i was super bored and hanging out with a super cute boy seemed to ease the boredness. minus that i probally look super stupid for going there but oh well, hes a nice cute boy and i like our sleepovers haha.  other than a cute sleepover i visited with courtney n dylan and their cute together and i wish ( Read more... )