omg im FINALLY back 2 my own house, my own bed, my own computer, my own EVERYTHIN (ahhh sry im a little crazy 2day) dustin went 2 a skate park n davenport so u no our movie plans hadda b pushed back 2 2morro. i wonda when beth is comin home? *ponders this* newayz it was fun @ my friends (the Richardsons)house but i was just ready 2 come home. but ( Read more... )

hey every1, im n Dallas (well actually Wylie a suberb rite now but o well) usually i LOVE dallas and i will as soon as i get 2 the richardsons house, but rite now im wit lisa's family UGH newayz i miss iowa city (never thot id say THAT) and i miss my mommy, and zoe, and most of all Dustin, but i didn't tell him that. cuz tho he told me he would ( Read more... )

heehee, very happy. i love parties, and dustin (of coarse) newayz i love 2 make out, but some ppl take it over the edge when ppl DON'T wanna c it *cough* BETH!!!!! *cough* - beth u no im just playin wit ya, but seriously........ no. newayz i dont wanna go 2 dallas nemore, i wanna spend the week wit dustin!!!!! i dont wanna go, but NO my stupid ( Read more... )

y does jared hate me? i wish i new, i mean GOD itz not like im like FU(K ME NOW! nemore i just wanna b his friend. and dustin like isn't talkin 2 me very much. he came 2 my locker 3 times yestaday but like 1 time 2day :( ugh he didn't seem happy that i found a way 2 come 2 claire's party eitha UGH wat if he breaks up wit me?

god trevor got 3rd lunch 2 b wit beth, but dustin still isn't there!!!!!! :( that makes me sad, cuz i NEVA get 2 c him. im wishing that he would switch lunches AND i sosososososososo wish he could go on spring break wit me next week. that would b SO awesome. like undescribably awesome. well dustin and i WERE talkin but now hez like stopped and itz ( Read more... )

2day was boring and yet fun (don't ask, it made sense n my head) i played tony hawk sk8r and then my bro and sis and i walked and rented THE RING (omg it still scared me!)and got treats so we watched that, were scared shItless and then we went out 2 eat. omg SO boring newayz i gotta go think of somethin 2 say 2 my bf :)... cuz yea i can't seem 2 ( Read more... )

i was sick 2day. isnt it a GREAT way 2 end my aweful week. my back hurtz, my throat hurtz, and i dunno if i still have a temp or not, but neway thatz not y i dont feel good. itz cuz i neva get 2 c dustin nemore. and that makes me sad, cuz i love 2 spend time wit him, and i love my relationship wit him, and i dunno i guess im just scared that itll ( Read more... )

well i guess i did have a reason 4 bn mad,i just didnt no it. i was just sad cuz i thot that if i dumped dustin he wouldn't even care he would just go out wit some1 else that likes him (whitney, katylin, marynell, etc. therez plenty)im just sad cuz i love him SOOOOO much and guess i just dont feel it back sometimes, like im a hastle 2 him (which i ( Read more... )

im so pissed off rite now, and i have NO idea y. god i was onlin earlier and i left an away messege up that says: i hate everybody!!!!! leave me the heck alone!!!!! but when i came back dustin didnt even NOTICE!!!!!!!!! ugh i was really happy, and i havent' been happy like that n a LONG time but now im just sad and pissed. god iv neva had a "die" ( Read more... )

i have caved! i caved UGH, i ate the milk chocolate lips n my cubard UGH stupid fatness, god i would do nethin 2 get calories and grams of fat outa my head, but it neva seems 2 go away