2 dustin cept itz not rite (cuz he has a gf) pluz *shhhhhhh* im 2 scared ( Read more... )

omg 2nite we decided not 2 go 2 the mall we went and hung out wit josh and dustin. i hadda keep walkin away so i wouldn't cry nfront of them. i couldnt take it. it was the scaries thing we were sittin on this bench (dustin and i) and im like "itz so pretty" (and thatz XACTLY wat i said @ claires party when we were sittin on the bench just talkin ( Read more... )

My heart has sunk ( Read more... )

everythin is SO confusing. iv been talkin 2 kaitlyn 4 a long time bout EVERYTHIN y am i tellin her? i have NO idea. but i had 2 reassure her that dustin wouldn't dump her 4 me (her worst nitemare, and my perfect dream) and i was tellin her this crap and it hit me, he wont EVA dump her 4 me. and it makes me feel bad that i would want 2 do that 2 her ( Read more... )

I would understand if you never wanted me back ( Read more... )

Isn't it funny how you can forget the most important things ( Read more... )

alrite u guyz everythinz gotten SOMEWAT betta lol im still really sicky, but my mom is taking me 2 the doctor on tues. Y DO I KEEP GETTIN SICK?!? newayz OMG big news last nite i went 2 bethz and then me and her and dustin and josh all went 2 wickam and hung out and we were talkin and stuff (while i was tryin 2 keep myself from throwing myself on ( Read more... )

alrite u guyz everythinz gotten SOMEWAT betta lol im still really sicky, but my mom is taking me 2 the doctor on tues. Y DO I KEEP GETTIN SICK?!? newayz OMG big news last nite i went 2 bethz and then me and her and dustin and josh all went 2 wickam and hung out and we were talkin and stuff (while i was tryin 2 keep myself from throwing myself on ( Read more... )

UGH my heart keeps switchin on me ALL the time i do NOT want jared all i've wanted is dustin. and itz SCREWED u no when therez that moment when u realized uv screwed up royaly? this is that moment. dustin doesn't like me and thatz makes me SO ncredibly sad. i think i scared the shit outa him tho. hez like god rachel r u drunk? and im like SHHHHHHH ( Read more... )

okay this is how my day has gone, okay dustin was talkin 2 me b4 school and then he left and i like didn't see him 4 a while and im like "okay where did he go?" then when he finally did come it was wit kaitlyn (w)and then she told my friend (marynell) that she only likes him and shez gonna try 2 take him from me like she did bethany and everythin ( Read more... )