The quest to end his sugar addiction is not going particularly well.

L is sitting in the kitchen, staring at a bowl of tomato soup with obvious disgust.

It's a good thing Matt isn't in the room. L loves him, but right now, he might have a few unkind things to say.

With Matt's tongue in his ear, it's getting more and more difficult to get up the courage to say what he was going to.

"What's a four letter word for 'invitation letters,' Matt ( Read more... )

He wakes up, and it takes a moment to sort out that yes, it all really happened.

"Matt?"

He feels fuzzy, and like he might be hallucinating. And like if he moves, he'll come apart at the seams.

"Matt, where are you?"

( the following contains surgical content some may find disturbing )

L is sitting at the kitchen table, with a plate of strawberry cheesecake in front of him. He's staring at it. He has a fork in his hand.

But he doesn't think he's going to be able to bring himself to eat, and he doesn't know why.

On the morning of the day that L thinks is their anniversary, he wakes up early just from jitters. He'd managed to stop talking and asking everyone about it, and now he's lying in bed with Matt, watching him and wondering if he knows ( Read more... )

After the hate room, L beats Matt home, makes it through their door, and locks it behind him, pressing his back up against it and letting himself slide down onto the floor. He can't shake the memory of what they said to each other.

It doesn't make sense. He wills himself to take deep breaths.

Tag this post with your character's (characters'?) journal names and I will write a one-line drabble about them from my character's perspective. "One line" means 15 words or less.

Then post this up so you can do the same.

I can write from the perspectives of L & L (ijk_mno and isalright) Near & Near (having_lost and coordinated_n) or Mello (baby_go_boom) or B (remem_b_er) or Sayu (smallpackaging)

Cut to Matt and L in the hall, laughing and talking and kissing a little, as usual.

Only this time, something is very different. Namely L's gender.