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torture me with all i wanted...
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i always forget how good american beauty is...
"...that's the day i realized that there was this entire life behind things... and this incredibly benevolent force that wanted me to know that there was no reason to be afraid - ever... sometimes there's so much beauty in the world i feel like i can't take it... and my heart is just going to cave in..."
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pretty much sums up EXACTLY how i'm feeling.
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"When I was small I would leaf through the Old Testament retold for children...and I saw the Lord God standing on a cloud. He was an old man with eyes, nose, and a long beard, and I would say to myself that if He had a mouth, He had to eat. And if He ate, He had intestines. But that thought always gave me a fright, because...I felt the idea of a ( Read more... ) -
ecstacy is all you need...
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look at me! i'm not being emo!
so i went to a conference yesterday (it was today too but i had do to homework all day...) called UTISM (university of toronto interdisciplinary symposium of the mind). it was all sooooper interesting. i learned about how we store mental images in our brains, and the different systems we use for mental mapping and memory, theories on the use of ( Read more... ) -
caught in limbo...
its not so much that i'm looking for anything in particular, or that there's an answer i especially do or don't want to hear. i just hate not knowing where this whole thing stands.
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oh mixed signals, how i loathe thee
um i guess the subject line says it all. the funny part is i'm actually more afraid he'll say he likes me than he doesn't. god since when did i become so awkward and commitophobic?
boo.
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addictions...
so yesterday in my physiological psych class i learned about how you can actually become physically addicted to love. there is a chemical in your brain (the name of which i can't remember right now and i'm far too lazy to go looking for it...) that is released when you are experiencing loving feelings towards another person that triggers dopamine ( Read more... ) -
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i haven't been on a first date in over 2 years. terrifying much?