I'm trying not to believe in boredom. Is that possible while being grounded? I have cleaned my room and my bathroom. I always have dogs to walk and movies to enjoy, bowls to smoke, and cigarettes to indulge in. Boredom seems like the most selfish emotion to feel. There is always something to do. I could write or draw, make music, write my worthy ( Read more... )

I feel like every person I know and have ever known is bullshit except for Casey and my family. Even people I really trust like Nicholas give me vibes nowadays. He just called from Chicago to ask about last week in Atlanta...trying to sound concerned. I could totally hear people in the background (Glenn) snickering. I hate when people try to sound ( Read more... )

I'm feeling kind of funny. I'm on Hilton Head island with the lovely Royster family. The whole thing has been pleasant but the underlying presence of Carl's oppressivness has caused this vacation to be more than a little dull. I feel so bad for this family. Slowly my self confidence is fading from all the negative body image around me not to ( Read more... )

Im at Dawn Dawn's. Next week we're all going out of town to South Carolina to the beach. Thing's are actually going really well. For once I feel like I might be catching a break, and especially now that I'm not in school. It's like I can breath again with the expectations of not going back to NSA forever. I had a dream last night that summer was ( Read more... )

I feel like killing someone. I don't like to talk about it because it makes everything seem so much more real. I can't believe he did that. I almost feel like a prude because I'm caught up on this it's an important thing you do when you love someone and you shared that with someone else blah blah blah. I feel so confused. As much as I love him I ( Read more... )

Im in a really bad mood ( Read more... )

I've turned into a weirdo recluse ( Read more... )

So i thought i had to go to work today at 4:00 so me and Casey went to the house i changed and he brought me there. I got there just to find out i was supposed to be there at 6. I could have hung out with Casey much longer if i'd known and by the time i called him he was in antioch with one of his friends. Shelby picked me up and now im home but my ( Read more... )

ive been grounded which has sucked but other than that everything is really good. Food not bombs gathering is coming up! Also last night i bought a big fat rat! he's awesome.

soooo imi updating but it won't be very interesting. Last night was pretty dumb and i never went to Daniels ( Read more... )