Well isnt this lovely? No time...he says no time..why do you have to hit a bong or something?! Am i getting in the way of that?! Well i am sorry. And just to let you know. I am very mature for my age. Just because you cannot see that doesnt mean that it is not there. So yes. Good bye now. Age and so called maturity arnt the only things that has a ( Read more... )

I found that hard to type...that part about how you hurt my feelings...but that is part of me not letting people walk all over me..though i feel bad for it.

This weekend held nothing but stupidity and chaos for me. And not good chaos either ( Read more... )

IM going out of town until sunday...i hope all goes well. Bye for now. I shall work on my list as i am gone as well.

I love you!

I again today..i dont know why exactly..i suppose i needed someone to hold me. Someone i trusted...and when i realised i didnt have anyone like that near me..i freaked out. I dont know what my problem is latly...i wish i knew. I keep listening to Utada Hikaru's First Love song. That too i dont know why, its strange. I dont know whats going on with ( Read more... )

How does one become a better person...i need to become one of those....

Well...looking at my list i work on the stuffing of my emotions on here, i write what is bothering me..but i am not always putting down everything. So that kinda sucks ( Read more... )

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i was going to call Vic and leave him a good morning message..but...i've forgotten his phone number...i am a BAKA!

I hate being forgotten...but when i think of it that way..it makes me think...am i being an attetion whore? Do i want more than i should. I dont desearve attetion...i am not worth any attention. I am here, i am descovered, simply to give attention to others. THat is my reason for living. It is clear to me now. And i am going to have to be okay with ( Read more... )