My dad has been in town for the past couple days and it has been awesome. I never knew my Dad and I would have this kind of relationship. He is really a great person and when I went to his hotel and talked to him it was great. He listened to me while I cried about how I feel like I am not a part of my family and how everytime I go home I feel worse ( Read more... )

my birthday is coming up and i've been thinking alot about how bad my birthdays have been in the past. I thought about last year and how I was really upset about my friends not showing up and how funny it is that i am not even friends with those people anymore. it is weird how many people on campus i am not friends with anymore. at least i cared ( Read more... )

I was working at Levis yesterday and I saw this little girl looking at jeans and then I look over and see her dad sitting waiting for her...

The girl's father was this man:

( Read more... )

( Read more... )

On the walk to school I walk by a high school. This morning at 730am I was walking to class and some really nasty child molester looking guy stopped me to chat. He wanted to know what grade I was in. I quickly walked away saying I was in college. Too bad I wasn't 15 and a freshman in high school, he would have really liked me then.

damn.

So its getting to the point where I dont want to go on my campus anymore. I really feel like I only have one or two good friends there. Everyone else makes me feel like shit and I know i did nothing wrong. Im the one that calls all the time and invites people everywhere. Im the one who helps people out and is there for them when they have their ( Read more... )

im coming home! i will be home on the 24th.

you all probably wont hear from me until the 26th. im going to the magic stick to see the holy fire and mustard plug. i plan on getting trashed i hope all of you will join me.

this totally put me in a good mood. thanks jain!


( Read more... )

I am a horrible cold hearted person that doesnt deserve anything. I thought you all should know.

I want to delete everything. Just fucking delete myself from everything.

sorry this isnt directed at you. please dont take it that way.

Fuck halloween! I didnt do anything because I was sick. Im just getting better now and its over. Its my favorite fucking holiday and I had my costume all picked out. Guess Ill just have to save it for next year. And me not going out this year doesnt really matter because I had such a kick ass costume last year thank you. Oh yeah and I think I ( Read more... )