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My anxiety is so fucking bad

I feel like I don't know how to be happy. I am never alone and need friends around me at all times to avoid being alone. I have all these things I want to do but am not doing them. I have great friends in my life but i always feel the need to move away. I question everything and then freak out and then nothing. nothing at all. I wake up and feel ( Read more... )

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First of all I want to start off by saying sorry I haven't returned phone calls. I just got out of school and I was really busy. This year was the craziest for me. Slowly but surely I will be calling you back ( Read more... )

I probably won't be able to come home this summer. I am going to try my hardest but I can't really afford it. Which made me really sad cause I miss you guys but what made me even sadder was the fact that I will have to wait even longer for this...


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i went to some show last night and felt like an old lady. it is so weird to me to see people doing the same shit i was doing when i was 13. sometimes when i get tipsy i tend to get a little out of control. I dont know what it is but i have been wanting to fight someone lately. i can just feel it taking over my body. last night a bunch of little ( Read more... )

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I love my job more and more every day. The people I work with are seriously the greatest people ever. I am really excited to go to the Lava Lounge on sunday nights too. I am now on a shuffle board league, although I do not know how to play. I should ask Kyle what our team will be called. I hung out with Dav, Courtney and Enoch all day at work and ( Read more... )

I am starting to take Adderall again. I studied all weekend long for my Psychopath midterm this morning. All the information was there but it was all jumbled in my head. Hopefully this will help with my endless learning disorders. Maybe I will even get skinny again. WOO yay for not eating so much! haha. Or maybe it will be like in high school when ( Read more... )

OH MY GOD FINALLY SOMETHING GOOD IS HAPPENING TO ME!!! I spoke to my ethics teacher from last quarter about my grade. I finally talked to him about how I should have gotten a better grade in the class and he said that he would let me answer an extra question to get my grade up. I realized that this one question will raise my grade to the point ( Read more... )