Well.. it certainly has been a while since I updated this! but thats ok... lets see.. my day was fun... got up at round 2:02... i thought it was only 11. i lay in bed, till about 4, watching a movie on comedy central. it was a good movie. bout boot camp. then got hungry so i made Denise bring me in cereal. then i figured mom was gettin off at round ( Read more... )

'where will I be? I guess im on the run and time is catching up behind me." trapt is great..."so why am i waiting, this life that im wasting, if thats what you mean, how will this be, if all said and done,  well i know where im from, remember me, where will i be, i guess im on the run and time is catching up behind me." You deffinatly cant run from ( Read more... )

its weird really.. your life-it could be going perfect... sleeping at night-without a nightmare... and your thoughts-the usual... then, you wake up, you realize what just happened in your life. i was just sitting here, minding my own business, when it krept up on me... it... reality. she was my sister...she IS my sister.. i know that i know what ( Read more... )

"im just a kid...and life is a nightmare!"??? yeah... thats basically how lifeis for me right now, only... i appreciate it. im sort of in this mood where, i am going through basically everyset of emotions i have ever descovered? overall, im glad i have my friends though. Friends to me, they are the people responsible for your moods. i always seem ( Read more... )

Here are some poems I have written in the past couple days.

Alcohol Loved One

This is about a girl who drove drunk.

She never had tasted alcohol before-

And once she took a little sip of it,

She craved and needed more.

It became her everyday need,

She went home after school everyday

And to talk on the phone to her alcohol loved one,

She felt ( Read more... )

There are some things we just can't explain in words, pictures, thoughts, feelings, its just there.It starts with a feeling; maybe a feeling of self-hate, the lack of self-worth. Maybe that feeling traces back to parents, friends, strangers, or maybe just self. It doesn't matter whatever the case is, it just is, just is there. Talking to other ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is the last day of school... i might just cry... its been a while since i've written... today, all i did was sleep, watch Zorro, and take my final exam for ms. pyle... nuthin more... tomorrow im just going to follow katie to all of her classes all day... fun...

i dont mind, spending everyday, out on your corner in the pouring rain, look ( Read more... )

why must humans argue the point to exsistance... why cant we just say hey, we're living, we're here, we live-then die, and stop wondering how when where and why. theres been so much on my mind lately... too much to dump off on one person alone... but since i think no one reads this stupid thing.. ill go for it... i dont know why i need him, he had ( Read more... )

I got this from bethany's lj.. its pretty awsome, i bold all of which i can relate to!

1. Cabbage patch kids were legitimate members of your family.
2. You watched the Pound Puppies.
3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Bel-Air" I still can! ^_^
4. You wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt stylish.
5. You yearned to be a member of ( Read more... )

Song of the century!

TRAPT LYRICS

"Still Frame"

Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out
Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out of here
Believe me, im just as lost as you
Believe me, im just as lost as you

an every time i think ive finally made it
I learn im farther ( Read more... )