it wasn't the white knight I lost control of; it was myself.

I absolutely refuse to give in to what isn't me.
I shall and must stick to my guns.
I will.
Nothing lasts for an infinite period of time; i slowly
but surely understood that theory.

the day i stop caring about you thoroughly;
is the day i know that part of me that held you in high regard is gone.

but its not like you give a damn.

i was just worried about you.

but maybe to you, i simply don't matter.
i'm growing weary.
weary of a person who simply cares about no one but himself.

i get it.
you were right all along; and as usual i couldn't be more wrong.

what's it going to take for u to care about me at all.

perhaps the answer was apparent to me all along;

nothing.

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i lose.
i can't do this anymore.

i need to be loved.
not feel as insignificant as possible.

you win.
i'm not good enough for you.

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i've forgotten what it feels like to be me.

i guess i just want to feel absolutely nothing.
i want to disappear.

exactly in that order.

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