It's been awhile. So much has happened from the last time I kept you up to date. I have to say I've been thrown off course ( Read more... )

inconsolable ( Read more... )

when will you be back.
when will you ever be back.
i'm tired of doing things alone.

do me a favour, just don't ever come back.
if you don't want to, don't phone me; ever.

its wrong to reach out to you ( Read more... )

so i could be eradicated in less than 2 weeks ( Read more... )

'always' is a long time.
an eternity won't do it anymore.

what was i doing for the past 3 decades.
how could i have known.
how could anyone.

but then; what was i thinking.

have i always been this tolerant ( Read more... )

"If I never see you again
I will always carry you
inside
outside
on my fingertips
and at brain edges
and in centers
centers
of what I am of
what remains."
▼
Charles Bukowski

perhaps i already knew this was always going to be the outcome ( Read more... )

i think i've fallen into deep ( Read more... )