my whole life has been a series of new beginnings and subsequent failures.

almost exactly two years...amazing how things have changed, but everything is basically the same. didnt go back to school in van after that disasterous year, and didnt go back to that boy whom i once described as beautiful. the one who now, i can only describe as a fool. spend that summer working at the lake and living alone at my cabin, the ( Read more... )

somebody save me.
or at least put me out of my misery.

she lives in a world of ( Read more... )

at the Vancouver downtown library yesterday, i watched Kevin Spacey, Morgan Freeman and *cough*justintimberlake*cough* filming a new movie called Edison. It was strange to see them in the flesh.

as far as i can tell, i've successfully flunked my second physics midterm.
go me.
bah, whatever, maybe the curve will pull me up over passing. i can hope.
tonight, i'm actually going out (as in off campus) and to a bar for the first time since i've lived in Van. buses are taking us to a restaurant, a bar and a nightclub. it should be fun, ( Read more... )

i adopted a fish from my biology class this week.
he's a betta fish, and his name is Sushi.
he refuses to eat, and the irony of it astonishes me.

I got a package in the mail today. My mother is perhaps my favourite person in the world. A new watch..which reminds me of her every time i glance at my wrist...plus a lot of motherly-type things. Shampoo and conditioner, toothbrush and toothpaste, tampons, body wash, eyeshadow and makeup sponges, and easter candy. made my day ( Read more... )

I've adopted a gorgeous paper journal and am not sure if i shall return. We'll see how long before this ones dies and I need a new outlet.

i keep getting inclinations to spend my evenings writing nonsense in this journal. perhaps one night, i'll begin. All is well, I'm in love with a beautiful boy who will eventually break me, as he has before. It's this in-between stage that captures me.