i get the feeling that i'm really slipping.

hi.

im such an lj whore.

do you have the time to listen to me whine about nothing and everything all at once?
i am one of those melodramatic fools, neurotic to the bone, no doubt about it..

am i just paranoid?

i think i'm cracking up..

so i'd better hold on..

today was the first time i ever turned down free pot..

but my door's always unlocked..

like four in the morning when you're in bed, sleeping..

you don't need a phone conversation to wake you up, to bring you down..

because when its over, we both know...

straight south with the keys to the pearly gates..

and meanwhile heaven's falling, the fallen angels flown away..

i dont deserve this

i dont deserve this, no..

i'll be holding my breath
while i list my reasons to stay.
i rememer the times that you took me apart
and made me something so beautiful
but still too fragile for the world you've created...

i'd rather be hurting alone..

i still dont understand how the cure is emo, let alone the emo band..

i never thought tonight could be this close to me..

i am now officially alive again..

and it good.

so dont forget to forget you forgot me...so i did not got an ipod for christmas, but i cant say that it really bothers me. im completely content being different..not that im taking shots at any of you rank-n-file ipod users, not at all. but i just cant understand why a little piece of metal and plastic can make so many people so happy. maybe thats ( Read more... )