...for me was celebrated on the 15th. he works in the restaraunt business (blue coral)& suggested that we wait a day because going out to a nice restaraunt on valentines day is the worst day possible; horrible service, too crowded, your fooddoesn't taste as good, doesnt look good either. basically, they throw your shit on a plate and in your face ( Read more... )

valentines day is comiiing! i hope everyone gets a valentine this year. all the regulars at my work want me to be their valentine. all those 37 year old drunks! haha. i've decided to get pfad a flask with either P-FAD or P-FABULOUS engraved on it. Todd and i thought up of engraving the outline of Iran on one side and an outline of Spain on the ( Read more... )

by my calculations, i should be up and gone from orange county in 1 year...

FUCKIN WORRRRRD BITCHH!i had my first new years kiss ever this year and theres no one better then my man!! im sure it was the thizz but whatever hes one in a zillionnnnn, chit ( Read more... )

its going to be a great next few weeks. im tooo stoked almost. BAH

it makes me all nervous knowing i have a boyfriend again. i just dont want to fuck it up, ya know!? i never thought that this would happen but its the best feeling in the world! he let me wear his shirt today since he had another and it smells reaaalllll nice ( Read more... )

I AM CONTENT WITH MY LIFE IN EVERY WAY POSSIBLE!

i have it all and im so lucky. i wish i noticed all this before, but it wouldnt have been as good.

yeee!

love,
spayne

the weekend was great, i had so much fun, im not even going to explain it to you.
2 more weeks til sf!! & inbetween: minus the bear, quasimoto, the grouch, madlib, madvillain etc.

&now a blunt before work.....

i guess i went on a date last night. hah. he picked me up and we had macaronni grill. he was so dressed up, i felt so awkward and ugly haha. he wanted to go to knotts scary farm since all his friends bailed. it was only about 9pm but this time at knotts was way better than the first time. i was really fucking scared. theyre good at creeping you ( Read more... )

i have so much to say but its worthless writing it on here.

here's one thing though...


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i have to make a decision and i know its definitely going to hurt the others involved. whenever im happy with what ive changed or added in my life, im emotional. and whenever im emotionally stable/happy, something that i added or changed in my life goes wrong. sometimes i can even call it before it happens. then there are the times where it all ( Read more... )