dont call me peanut.

accident guy from long island called. he said damages were 3000 dollars. for a fucking bump.asshole.i started hyperventilating, he told me that i should tell my father. fuck him.so i called amanda, only to get the machine 800 times. i was driving to my friend's house literally gasping for aircrying along with the smoking popes and just screaming ( Read more... )

he told her she was pretty great.

im not worth words to him.im not worth anything.not that i ever would be.

but my heart hurts just the same.

maybe this is a blessing in disguise. cause like most white people complain for no reason. and i have reasons. but im not going to i decided.it's not going to help. i'm going to work my ass off, and i'm going to sell everything.but it's okay that i sell everything. there's so much clutter in my life ( Read more... )

oh,my,god. it is seriously ONE thing after ANOTHER ( Read more... )

i'm an extremely depressed,lonely,pathetic human being and i wish i knew why i can't let myself be happy.why there's always something holding me back, and why i can't just be some sad fuck who goes through life with a stupid grin on her face.

Pictures of you ( Read more... )

They lied about the way ( Read more... )

okay so it's like not even 10 minutes later ( Read more... )

this is going to soundweird coming from me, but i'm a little happy.no kiddin.