I really dont think i have felt like this before..... im so in love with anthony that hes all i think about all day every day......my son is the most beautiful thing ive ever seen and the complte spitting image of anthony.... today its cold out hayden fell asleep in his swing with that annoying stuffed dog that theresa gave him for christmas... ( Read more... )

Being a mom is so great... hayden is smilin now and basically talks to me.... i cant help but squeeze him to death

unforunately anthony and I are going through a rough time right now and its hard to handle. Anthony works a hell of a lot more than he used to and when hes home theres so much to do thati swear sometimes im lucky to get 5 minutes of his time. Anyways when i express my problems to anthony about the situation its like he doesnt even give a damn. its ( Read more... )

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im bored.... really really bored... and i miss anthony...

so today,,,,we made love*/ like no other...it was awesome... after we were finished... i still wanted it... so i basically threw myself at anthony for like fucking 20 minutes.... he kept laughing at me saying how cute it was that i was begging....never once expressing any interest that he wanted it back.... he even scratched my nose pushing me away ( Read more... )

so im huge now.... i have heart burn all the time... and tums do not work hehehe.... i wanna have this baby already but at the same time im gonna miss being pregnant.... except the bathroom breaks every 2 minutes....... hayden kicks alot now... some times it hurts... i can definately feel him moving around...... i go for non stress tests twice a ( Read more... )

hi... our car died... like it really died..... so now we are borrowing emily's car till we get the thunderbird from his mom...... speaking of moms my mom relasped and went back to drinking, i dont feel like going into detail..... i think my dad is doing drugs.... and my sister is going on vacation for 2 weeks i hope i dont go into labor around that ( Read more... )

so.... Anthony has been working alot.... and i never reallly see him ( Read more... )

i miss anthony so much..... its feels like we haven't seen each other in forever when its only been 1 day.... he had to work a double yesterday then came home at midnight....... and (sigh..) then he went back to work today... i miss him so much!!!

hello ( Read more... )