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I think i've finally learned what serenity is. There is so much going on, so much pressure, so much stress...yet I stay calm. I've learned to forgive people, because they don't know any better. Most of the time, people are only thinking of themselves. When they do something, it's for themselves..I mean, there are exceptions, but, almost everything ( Read more... )

I'm hearing horrible things about people, and horrible things that they say. People's biggest problem these days is learning to talk to people to their faces. I don't understand...If Tim had that big of a problem with me, with MY BUSINESS, that I don't bring upon him whatsoever...why wouldn't he come and talk to me about it? Instead he tells people ( Read more... )

It seems to be a new fad. Tiana is pregnant, having Josh's baby, which makes it A WHOLE LOT BETTER doesn't it? People wonder why I don't have sex. Well golly gee guys, you think maybe I don't want to be a teen mother like all of you? It's not even my fucking problem, but I'm fucking stressed about it. I wish people would just think...even a little ( Read more... )

I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. I'm so lonely I've been crying pretty much all day. I never fucking do that. I just want someone to spend time with, someone to love, someone to love me back, someone to lay in bed with, someone to hug. Usually i'm just horny. But i'm actually lonely now. i don't know what to do. I dont have any smokes ( Read more... )

I have cramps

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So anyways, I'm in St. Cloud on Rob's computer. Me n Shay went to two shows tonight. Drive By Baptism and then A:Pod. A:Pod was an 18+ show, so uzi and brendah snuck me in the back. It was an awesome show. I'm half asleep...yea...so yea...

haha...more tomorrow...today...or something

*is singing* I have had the best week ever...I'm really starting to think that something bad IS gonna happen to me this weekend. God I hope not. So i'm in the car with my mom today, coming back from the therapists, and we're talking about my past. I DONT regret the decisions i've made in my life, because if it wasnt for those decisions, I wouldn't ( Read more... )