well it has been a while and there is a lot to catch everyone up on ( Read more... )

today was fun ( Read more... )

my weekend sucked ( Read more... )

well hows about a lil update for ya'll. im home right now, my momma is comin home in a minute to have a chat with me! that could go both ways though. who knows? but it went good!! im excited to be home and have everything be ok with my mommy. but i started this journal last night and im just finishing it up this morning! lol i kinda forgot ( Read more... )

why the fuck am i so stupid??? i love him soo much but i fuck up constantly! i dont understand whats wrong with me. and now mr. smith called my mom and i lost my car. fantastic. and my mom kicked me out...wonderful. and i dont know if me and jesse are still together. i HATE life.

today was fun....went to school and then after school hung out with jesse...we went out to dinner and saw my sister and her fiancee there...they paid for our food and then we went bowling!! it was soo much fun....i officially SUCK at bowling! ugh i lost both times. anyways, thanks for everyone's comments on my last post! i appreciate it soo much ( Read more... )

i just posted like two minutes ago but i need help....i havent gone to therapy in a long time and since i started goin to therapy i quit cutting myself but these days it seems like a good idea. i know thats bad but there is soo much stress and i dont know how else to let it out of me. everytime im in the kitchen i try to distance myself from the ( Read more... )

me=drama!! cant get away from it....

girls....i love all of you and all the drama is done and over with, it just needs to be talked about! <333

jesse- i dont know what else to say except i love you....everyone thinks i can do better but i dont want better....you are perfect and you make me feel like im a good person....i love you always and

MY DAY TODAY ( Read more... )

well, things with zack definately didnt work out. i LOVE someone else. zack was awesome but he definately got annoying. anyways, im gonna try to get my love back. we shouldnt be apart anyways. this weekend was fun. i went to courtney's house on friday night and saturday night. we just smoked and hung out at the cabin on the river! ahh the ( Read more... )