I am in this weird spot where I sort of want to become fat. No, I don't. I want to eat so much that I explode and kill myself ( Read more... )

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This is my real blog.

How-eh-ver, I'm going to post my ED-related stuff here.

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I guess I'm back to some stuff that I thought I had overcome. Really weird, messed up crap that you don't want to hear about. I don't know. I'm not eating as much as I should, and that pisses me off. And then I get madder, and that makes me eat less. Life becomes easier when you just have one problem - controlling food. I know it's wrong and I know ( Read more... )