i can't sleep ( Read more... )

it is almost over. the semester, that is. and after that there is a slight break before my adventures abroad. i am ready i think. the little things are getting to me. the dishes. the recitations. the endless and repeating conversations. this is just how i am though. i am never content with one place and its pros and cons for very long. at least i ( Read more... )

i fucking suck. at life and all ( Read more... )

so i am going to africa next semester. i am pretty excited about that. it is going to be scary too though, but isn't everything that is new scary ( Read more... )

i am an asshole. this always fucking happens. i do really well for some time and i think that i have got all my bases covered and inevitably i revert back to my old self. it is a cycle that has been going on for almost as long as i can remember. but i really don't know how to not do it. if you look at it one way i control it all and i am the boss ( Read more... )

my parents fucking rock. my dad got his first tattoo last week. he had to catch up with my sister. i don't know if my mom knows yet, but she will soon enough ( Read more... )

i am having the time of my life ( Read more... )

ever have one of those nights where every song on the radio is talking to you? yeah. that seems to happen to me a lot ( Read more... )

i work too much. really. but what can you do? and i get paid nothing. really. the least they can possibly pay me. plus overtime. i am just paying my dues i suppose ( Read more... )

so i haven't done this in a long time. i am like that. i get into ruts and refuse to stray from them. inertia. i suppose ( Read more... )