i fucking hate school right now.

they act like my car being totalled on my way to work by a drunk driver is my fault.
i infact get to have extra homework because of it that i have been working on sense 1am and its now 6am and i still have more shit to do on this.

FUCK

yeah another wasted fucking saturday. i must say worst october ever. i need to start doing things again.

whats going on this weekend...?

so yesterday while nicole and i were comming back from bowling last night we were in detroit.....and i saw some black dude running with one leg and crutches and all i could think of was he was missing a purse on his shoulder.

matt beating the shit out of that douche bag who totally deserved it ( Read more... )

it ussually annoyes me....but right now i kinda like how my mom is responding out loud to the tv to try to get me to come see whats going on....laugh on mom ... laugh on.

im so confused lately as to if im in a good mood or upset....so i say to myself im in a goodmood and run with it.....it seems to work ( Read more... )

something must have happened because i stopped checking everyday to see if there is something new ( Read more... )

if this is you pushing me away....just tell me its not like it would be any different i would just know. just also remember i never gave up i just never been friends with a wall before. i really hope that everything is going well, and i would never wish anything else.

i quit....i think im going to get help...i need to be able to rely on myself and not depend on others....im no good to anyone else at all right now. im sorry that i cant help better than i have, but i need to help myself...i hope that i can have your support through this i really need it.