let's go back to a few days ago--friday, when i was frantically packing my bags with john matt who, for some reason, decided to start being nice to me again. caressing me, giving me kisses, helping me copy all of the numbers out of my spanish cell phone ( Read more... )

i feel like i have the flu, but really my heart is broken in so many ways right now ( Read more... )

damien and i finally broke up sunday night. we did it over the phone, claro, the day before i had three final exams and i was in the hallway next to two-week-old telepizza boxes, occasionally sobbing on carlos´ shoulder whenever he walked by. as creepy as he can be, after i got off the phone with him, he held me and let me cry and told me things ( Read more... )

alex left today just after lunch. he packed his huge duffel bag, we all hugged him goodbye in the kitchen and then ran to the terrace to watch him walk to the train station on his way to amsterdam. we yelled, cheered, called out his name. all the people below thought we were ridiculous ( Read more... )

i'm at the flying pig in amsterdam ( Read more... )

in brussels, can't talk for long. with rumi. going to amsterdam today. crazy moroccon man followed us out of the drug opera (strange name for a restaurant/bar). he followed us to the grand place or whatever it's called, where there was this crazy multicolored light show on the old buildings. i saw a man, a junkie, i believe, with his eyes glazed ( Read more... )

i´m back at the internet café where the man was looking at crazy porn on a cd and labeling each file. in fact, i´m sitting at the computer he was sitting at ( Read more... )

just an update, in case you were curious. he took these photos from web sites and is now labeling them in spanish. things like "culos" y "montages bestiales," "coños."

jesucristo. this is so nuts...now he has celebrities with... i can´t even describe it.

i just got back from granada. it was amazing. the road trip was the best part. tyler, emily and i went to corte ingles and got bread, avocados, laughing cow cheese, tomatoes, water, cookies, plastic cuchillos and too many mandarinos. we drove through some mountains, stopped and had a picnic. we listened to juanes repeatedly even though we didn´t ( Read more... )

i finally saw the alhambra today. i told myself that i absolutely could not leave spain without seeing it ( Read more... )