It hurts my soul to be inside all day.

I painted alittle today and it felt good inside.

Being home too long makes me waste electricity. I've got the tv on mute, light on radio on and comuter. oooh yeah. Life is hectic. I'm so sick of working nights. I miss my freinds. But things are still good. A little too good. hmmmm. Kacie is pulling a tripple Amanda and taking forever. I heart you Kacie.

Lately I've been feeling like no one wants me around. People dont call me anymore and no one calls me back or answers their phone even when I leave a measage. So I feel like i am jsut a horrable person that no one would want around. And I was really upset about it last night. I spend most of my time alone. But today I told Avery that and she said ( Read more... )

So I thinkk I'm offically obsessed with tattoos. I must have more and more! And they must be colorful. Oh the day I have full sleeves is a wonderfull wonderfull day ( Read more... )

I should be doing my homework right now...but I'm not.

The girl in my piano class is fucking annoying. She was humming when she was playing and I guess it helps to play but fuck its annoying.

I have alot of homework to do but I decided i'm too depressed to do any of it. I'm also too stupid. I'm so stupid I cant even find a book at the dumb library and I find books for a living. How pathetic is that? I have so much shit to cry about and no theirs no one to even care to pretend to lisen. Fucking asshole! Fuck life! I'm so old I will never ( Read more... )

Fuck everything! I hate life! I'm dumb and no one likes me! I'm dumb I'm dumb I'm dumb! Fuck shit ass! No fair why me? I hate me!

No one ever lisens to me their to busy lisening to eachother. You people switch partners more than That 70s show. I'm pathetic.

Oh yeah and I must say how fucking cool my piano teacher is. Hes way fucking cool and I love him! Hes my favorate teacher ever! (even though I have three all together) Who could love a German man who plays piano? Anywho I hope he dosnt think I'm retarded as much as I think I'm retarded. I'm too shy to ask for help so I'm trying to get it on my own ( Read more... )