When you find the one you love, hold onto him forever and never let him go...

Life just really really really sucks right now. Im starting to lose my battle

Hey... I don't really have much to say... but I am very curious to who wrote those comments in my other entry. Im not mad at all and if ur one of my friends im not gonna get mad at you or yell at you or anything. I PROMISE. And if you know me good enough you know i dont make promises I can't keep. It didn't hurt my feelings or anything cuz i dont ( Read more... )

Hey everyone. Geez i havent written in here in such a long time! Anyways things are goin pretty good i guess. I cant wait until christmas. Like seriously i dont think anyone could understand! Anyways. I think im bipolar. But o-well. Im at school and i dont wannna get yelled at so im gonna go now. Ttyl.

<3 Emilia

I want to kill myself right in front of you. Let you watch what all the pain you've caused me has done. Let you see how I gave myself to you, only to get nothing in return. Oh wait sorry. You gave me a bunch of bullshit, with all your secrets and your damn lies. All your little playmates. Well guess what baby? You dont know shit about me. I could ( Read more... )

First you start at my neck. Then you work your way around to my back and slowly slide ur tongue down my neck to the small of my back. You start to caress me and move your body up and down making sure our bodies are touching. My breast to your chest. Then we make love. But why is it that everytime I think about you my heart fills with so much hate. ( Read more... )

Omg! I had so much fun tonihgt. Good times good times. Well i just got home and i wanted to tell everyone thats been makin fun of me. I SMOKED TONIGHT!! Yea so leave me alone. Anyways gotta go to sleep since  its like 4am. I think thats what normal people are doing.

Today has just sucked really bad. I dont really have much of a reason but it just has. I havent had anything to eat all day and im starving. O fucking well though i guess. But on the good side i had a really long and good talk with my bio teacher ms warrren and i really like her. Shes a good perosn to talk to. But anyways goodbye for now.

Im so sorry for everything baby...u mean the world to me. I love you

You know whats really bad? Sometimes I wish that I had no friends and everyone hated me just so i could commit suicide and make my mom feel like shit but then not cause anyone else pain. But then im glad i have friends (like jeana) who I actually believe really honestly truly wouldnt want me to do that. I have more than one friend but she seems ( Read more... )