Well, hmm where do I begin.. Of course its about Lee and how madly I have fallen for him. The way he has complete control, and how he doesn't back down (which pisses me off at times) which leads me into recent events.. SO much has happened that i dont even know anymore. ::sigh:: i get so happy when i see his car when I walk to Nicoles.. such a ( Read more... )

Well, I bet you are al guesing whats up in my life.. Well Lee and I have been seeing alot of each other lately, and well guess what kids.. HE KNOWS!! and apperently he had known for a long time (about a month) that I liked him for a while, and that I still like him.. And a bunch of stuff has happened..Like him saying that he has always thought I ( Read more... )

So GREEN DAY was AMAZING!!! I have to thank Lem, Pat, and BT for a wonderfull evening of loud punk rock! I got mixed feelings about it though.. The music that is.. But anyway. We missed most of My Chemical Romance we caught the end of "I'm not oo k"

so M.S.I yeah.. SO FUCKING GOOD! Honestly the best show I have been to.. The best part was hanging with Dean, Ed, and Alyssa though that was hardcore fun lol! Morning Wood was ok, if they were harder they would have been better.. But then Kill Radio came on and took the show of course M.S.I was un-fucking-beatable.. Its just to bad that the lead ( Read more... )

So yes I am goin to see M.S.I tonight with some wonderfull friends of mine tonight.. Deany-o, Edwardio, and Alyssa.. sorry i dont have a nickname for you yet lol we will think of one.. So yes ( Read more... )

its weird. right now.. cause its one of those "i don't know how to feel moods" i'm not happy, i'm not sad.. I'm not anything... this is so messed up.. i wish i could type like this ksjfpijddfgj osj j and you all knew what it meant, cause my hands are lazy at the moment ( Read more... )

I hate myself, i hate the person i have become... I am self centered, and i don't care for others... I dont know how to love, or feel for that matter. because of you i am lost with an emptiness forever in my heart, weighing heavier everyday.. You made a bad choice, but did you ever think what you might have done to me? not only my selfish being, ( Read more... )

So I guess i should tell you about the new situation.. I will make it short cause i am here at the house of the sernas.. So today went rather strange, and i decided that i really shouldnt be that mad at John, so i wrote him this little note saying that I wasn't that mad i was just more upset, and that i was more mad at Nick.. I was nervous about ( Read more... )

So things have been stressful lately, but I try not to let it bother me all that much.. I am working alot more which is good.. But other than that I dont really have a social life anymore, with college stuff and work and school there is no time for much.. So yeah I said I would update a few new things well as most of you know there is a boy.. that ( Read more... )

So yes its very early and I am off to Destination College!!! I hope to see szczpynski (hope i got that right).. That would be rather fun.. I only went to bed a few hours ago so I am quite tired ( Read more... )