I'm a sucky person.

[ilkahns_wrath]

So, I'm a pretty sucky person...and I'm pretty sure a slut as well. I say this because I led a certain someone to believe that I wanted him and I wanted to be with him, but in reality, I just wanted a toy to play with before I flew off to Italy. And after I was done playing with him I just threw him away, like a used tissue. I didn't want him any

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[jenrietears]

Thanks for your words, Brittany! I'm kind of just done worrying about it...like I think if I can move on, I should, and that will lessen a lot of the tension between me and Sam, and *hopefully* things might work out how I want them to anyhow! lol.

Don't feel guilty about "ruining" someone. He had a choice. If making that choice in the way you wanted him to at the time makes him unattractive...I think you've already figured this out. Perhaps he feels he ruined you, or took advantage of said sluttiness.

[ilkahns_wrath]

Haha. Thanks Jenna! I miss you, chick! And i'm feeling better about the whole situation. I'm just excited for Italy now! Only 4 days!!!!