Is it possible to feel your heart shattering into a milion pieces at the exact moment that it's finally putting itself back together? I'm fighting with him constantly and with my own head and heart because it's so easy to love him and it feels so wrong to be at odds with him. I feel wrong, but he broke my heart worse than anyone else, and I can't ( Read more... )

I continue to ruin my own life and it sucks. I wish I could stop this self-sabatage, but I don't seem to be able to. I wish my best friend were still here, at least when she's near I feel somewhere close to being myself. Now I just feel alone and like I'm drifting through life. I wish there was something that could move my heart, but nothing seems ( Read more... )

So Jake moved to South Carolina, my parents moved to Fargo, Erik works in Fargo. Goers is moving to Georgia. Julie moved to Arizona. My Big is in California. And I quit school and my sorority and am moving home. I cannot express the full extent of how much I regret my choices. I cannot tell you how much I wish I could stay here with my sisters and ( Read more... )

Britta cut off A LOT of hair....

I've been a bit down lately. And I know this and I really don't want to be, but there are things I need to sort through and get over.

It needs to be said. In one day I turn 19. And it will be my first birthday that I've spent without Andrew in my life. And I can't help but think about him right now and miss him right now, in this instant. And it ( Read more... )

 Too much thinking has been going on. Too much distance between me and the ones that I love and it's confusing me and making me consider things that I hate. Making me miss people that I never want to miss or think about again. But never the less, I do, and it needs to be delt with. My explanation for my actions is long over due, and believe me when ( Read more... )

Love is the Movement is something that I encourage everyone to participate in!

The truth is that according to the World Health Organization, depression is one of the leading causes of disability, with approximately 121 million people suffering with depression worldwide. The National Institute of Mental Health states that approximately 18 million ( Read more... )

Well, i fianlly have a moment to relax. This weekend has been crazy. But Rome is amazing and I love it! I've already gone to see the Pantheon, the Roman Forum, and the Colloseum. And I have an amazing apartment that looks out over the whole city. I share it with 4 other girls and they all seem pretty nice. 2 are from New York, one is from Michigan ( Read more... )

Wow...a lot has happened. First off...I absolutely ADORE Thom. He's my love muffin. And he thinks that I'm no slutty. Denies it every time I bring it up which makes me want him even more than I did before. We just really suck at timing! But that doesn't seem to stop us that much. Wow...Saturday was pretty amazing.  But that's another story for ( Read more... )

So, I'm a pretty sucky person...and I'm pretty sure a slut as well. I say this because I led a certain someone to believe that I wanted him and I wanted to be with him, but in reality, I just wanted a toy to play with before I flew off to Italy. And after I was done playing with him I just threw him away, like a used tissue. I didn't want him any ( Read more... )