3/12/2011 Sunday Secrets -----email----- smart, beautiful, strong, you're not supposed to stay * The comment is implying someone who stays is stupid, ugly and weak. It's victim-blaming. And it's disgusting.

im almost out of klonopin so i need to get sober, or die trying.
maybe ill take a holiday to the hospital.

WHAT THE FUCK WHY IS MY JOURNAL ALL FUCKING OUT OF WHACK ( Read more... )

(On the 4th of december, I had a pregnancy termination, I was 8 weeks pregnant. I gained 8 pounds. I couldn't take my medication. I was fat and haggard and frantic, and so I went to the clinic and got the procedure done. It was quick and painless, and I didn't feel anything until the hormones and mood swings started slamming into my body full ( Read more... )

i bought a new wig, it looks amazing, it looks amazing and im going to work at a stripclub again i think. im sick of being poor. real sick. real real sick.

some things have happened ( Read more... )

I think I'll remember this week as one of the worst weeks of my life ( Read more... )

I can't stop listening to songs like "met your match" and "like a boy" poker face...etc ( Read more... )

sleep is the only thing that can save me right now, i am....not currently human.

so this is what its come to ( Read more... )