and so i wasted the day away

[illbeyourescape]

i am so super bored today. and that makes me feel a bit guilty. benjamin called and wanted me to go to a movie with him and some other people. i ending up saying no. even tho i had nothing else to do. i feel really bad, i mean id like to hang out with him still, but its liek ugh just idk mixed feelings? im not sure. nothing i can do about it

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[symphonicbreath]

dear steph.
for the past 24 hours, i have been [quietly and loudly] repeating one notion:

things are just funny lately.

i don't know what to do about it.

i certainly hope you do, in your specific situations, and i wish you the best of luck.

[illbeyourescape]

thanks.

i hope things get better for you too.