There and back again

Sep 19, 2006 17:11

Its been too long since Ive updated this thing. Again. At least 6 months, I think. I dont think Ive updated since right after the accident. As far as that goes.. most days, i just try to forget. I know, i feel like a horrible person for saying that. But I dont know what else to do, really. Austins mom has somehow gotten it into her head that Im to ( Read more... )

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cicifuckingrose September 28 2006, 16:57:13 UTC
Just read this, and other things.
And just saw you added me on here.

1- the whole austin things breaks my heart, has since I found out. Not going to comment except parents NEVER knows whats best once we start whipeing our own asses.

2- Pregnancy is not all its cracked up to be really, so dont be any kind of envious. I actually hate it currently, I told randy it better be worth it in the end or its one and only one.

3- Congrats on the cat, danny, and kelby front despite recent events with Kelby you know damn well all three of them are inseperable from you.

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illdiebyourhand September 29 2006, 08:24:17 UTC
Well, although i never made it as far into my pregnancy, you know that despite all the icky you feel its gotta feel great knowing that something is depending on you so entirely and completely and that youre gonna MAKE it! and help it grow and be healthy so eventually its not just a dino but a real live baby!! I wanna be a mommy, i always have.. so yep, i get to be jealous that you got a boy that loves you and a little one on the way. youre very very lucky.

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bitch cicifuckingrose September 30 2006, 13:21:13 UTC
Yeah so that made me cry ASS. And not just cause I'm prego. When you put it that way....:P

I wouldn't be able to do it without him though..I wouldn't be able to do life without him after this. But I am pretty sure I'm only doing this pregnancy thing once..I don't like it.

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Re: bitch cicifuckingrose October 1 2006, 04:00:50 UTC
Im glad it was a good cry, although Im sure at this point, no cry is a good cry. I imagine youre tired of being emotional, no? But i got scared when I read my email and it said Cici posted a new comment "bitch" about you. I was like... shiiit.. what did i say. Haha. Im glad youre happy tho kiddo. And hey, the first piece of the pregnancy has gotta be the worst - at least til the last few hours, LoL. It can only go up from here!

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cicifuckingrose September 30 2006, 13:25:19 UTC
P.s. If I never would've met Mike to give him back his clothes, and he never would've kissed me that night...I wouldn't have Randy. I was scared to let that go, and scared to try something new. Until that night, when I left from hanging out with Mike that night, I went to Randy's and we haven't spent a day apart since.

So um...I don't know if that helps?? Wait about 3-4 months without talking to kelby, meet him give him his shit back, have him kiss you goodbye...and find yourself a boy who loves you unconditionally?????????? maybe..?

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