I feel listless, beaten ( Read more... )

Its a funny thing writing in a journal you know others are gonna read. You cant help but know as youre writing to yourself that others are going to read and judge what you read. So, you are left with a dilemma. Do you write like you really feel or do you write what you feel, but censor the things you know others shouldnt hear? Or just not write at ( Read more... )

Today would be my one year wedding anniversary. I will just choose not to think about the fact that my life could be totally different if I had taken a different path... a life I dream about far too often. A life I fear I may never have. I wish more than anything that today I would be celebrating with my husband, knowing we had a child on the way, ( Read more... )

I had forgotten for a while why I dont like going out with girls on Friday nights, and why I dont like places like RTO Sullivans. I spent a miserable Friday night babysitting a girl I hardly knew, and then avoiding her punches in a bar parking lot after last call, when she had too much to drink and I wasnt willing to tolerate her childish behavior ( Read more... )

Life has been sailing by smoothly in the last week or two, thankfully. Alot of work, a little play, and I feel great! As a matter of fact, Im up this early because I am celebrating the first OFFICIAL day of summer by heading to the river ( Read more... )

Theyve changed his release date from May 2nd to May 4th, because it would be an inconvenience for them to release him on the weekend. I can only imagine how pissed he is.. So officially 5 days remain ( Read more... )

I think by far the most healing thing in my life is when I get to do something great for my friends. I got to take pictures for Caity and Ryan yesterday, and although it was a little gesture, it was something I got to give them, and it made me feel so overwhealmingly good. I woke up feeling better today than I have in weeks ( Read more... )

A YEAR-END SURVEY LIKE NO OTHER (sure ( Read more... )

The Letter A ( Read more... )

waste your life on 100 QUESTIONS ( Read more... )