my girlfriend has a relationship with her mom the way i never will. sometimes when i'm around them, it makes me sad and a little jealous. why didn't my mom ever want to be close with me? i'm her only child. sometimes i wonder if it's because i'm gay. if i wasn't, would things be different? she has known about me being a lesbian since i was 17. she ( Read more... )

I feel like i should write because I got upset last night but tried to not let it show for at least a solid hour. She was texting with that one ex that somehow sets a trigger off where I get uncomfortable. choked up. While we were laying in bed I decided to just say something because if I didn't I would have to sit/lay there with it spinning around ( Read more... )

so apparently some people still read this. kinda amazing. kinda shocking.

i just deleted two paragraphs that i wrote but when i re-read what i wrote, nothing made sense. i'm sitting at the red eye and its really fucking loud, distracting and annoying here. i like the other coffee shop near our apartment better i think.

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i'm writing here because i know no one reads this. and i don't have access to paper at the moment but i feel like i just need to get some words out ( Read more... )

Guess what ( Read more... )

the ani show was fucking great.
i cant believe it was free...
i cant believe i was right in front of her...
i love ani.
i had such an awesome time with 4 girls in my car.

just got done working...

i made awesome tips today ;)

now i'm on my way to pick up my friends dog, then its off to watch some dykes play softball. :D woot woot!

i feel really strange... like i'm missing something almost.

1. Go into your LJ's archives.
2. Find your 23rd post (or closest to).
3. Find the fifth sentence (or closest to).
4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions.

"this never leaves - the time will never come to say goodbye" the cure lyrics were typed in mine :/

RiCE!!!!!!!