hey mark ( Read more... )

yeah
wow
i have nothing to, i cant say anything because that girl is, like wow. I have never been more confused in my life.

How the hell'd we wind up like this ( Read more... )

Last night was so much fun, nothing was better then it, going over to my neighbors house and watching mr deeds. During shoting bottle caps at eachother, then his older sis erica came home from geting her nails done. She is my age, we watched the end of mr deeds together then we were watching austin powers on tbs, during that we were also on the ( Read more... )

I thought i would be happy, that she is happy, that she finally gets what she deserves. But it hasn't sunk in on me yet till now, it is 4 in the morning and i cant sleep, i just cant stop thinking. Did i make the right move, and why cant i have these feelings fo someone else. I could think of a hundred people i would want these feelings for but it ( Read more... )

I dont know the current mood that i am in is to sy fuck over a thousand times, fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fucck fuck. i cant take this.

I dont know what to think anymore, I thought I would never hurt her like this. Its like I dont know myself anymore, I just dont know anymore. i cant explain how horrible I feel and how sorry I am, there are no words for it. None at all, they would just be a understatement. Im sorry for yelling at Shayna, she has been a good friend to me, she didn't ( Read more... )

I dont know how i feel right now, I read in amys livejournal she wants revenge on me for logging off which doesnt make me feel to good. I didnt mean anything by the break, i dont think i was going to do it from the start. It was just that it was hard to stop thinking about you and then you get mad at me, amy Im so in love with you and then you get ( Read more... )

my family is like, wow i cant explain, almost all the boy except me have been killed in some kind of something. I just cant take it at all, I had to watch my great aunt die at 94, I NEVER want to live to be that age. Expecially in her shoes, he husband, my granfathers bother, was a crip. So he didn't have to fight in the war, but he was a teacher. ( Read more... )

im done, i cant take this,im just so fustrated with myself that its not funny. I cant deal with this, the girl that I love, it breaks my heart, i just cant take this. Im i cant explain, I dont know what to say, I dont know what to do, the room is spi