My throat feels painfully dry and crusty and my self feels even worse. Most people see crying as a major sign of weakness, I actually see it as an exercise to strengthen the heart ( Read more... )

*sigh* I wish I could get over things easily, but it takes a scream or a cry of devastation and my friends consoling words, hugs, and kisses to help me bounce back to reality. Given, the decision is entirely upon myself, but my friends are that extra push or motivation--even reminder of why is worth living even when it seems Fucked Beyond All ( Read more... )

Ugh...my right eye itches..and it's been red and puffy for the past 2 days...and my throat is starting to hurt like crazy. LoL GoDAMN I wish the Christmas season was OVER!!! I still have to get gifts for everyone...*yawn* Now... I'm sooooo sleeeepy and I think my feet smell like shit. Ugh...stupid X-MAS wrapping..*sigh* I might as well get over it ( Read more... )

I wanted to post this earlier, but my brother came in to kick me off the comp, but now that he's busy watching T.V. I can't wait to type away..!

On Sat. I had my orientation at Macy's, and it was annoyingly 5 hours Loooong.. Imagine sitting on your ass for 4 hours and 45 minutes (10 min break and 5 bathroom break), my ass must've been flatter than ( Read more... )

*sighs* Im always coming back to LJ. It's always been there for me during some of my most desperate times. When I read some of my old entries I find myself thinking..."What was I thinking?" Haha. I see that I grew a lot actually, not there yet, but I'm still here ( Read more... )

To anyone who reads this: Yess...I got a job!! ME soo happy!! ^___^\\// I AM THE WEINERRR!!! lol I got a job at MACY's! OH yeah!!! *does happy dance* OH YEAAAHH!!! I was soo nervous because I was THE last person to be interview from like 10 ppl. OH YEAAAHH!!! @__@ WEll I g2g! ANywhoo, Liberty if you read this, please call me coz The Observatory is ( Read more... )

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I'm making two promises right now: First to me, when I become or IF I ever become a psychologist and work for the CIA, I promise to be the first one to help my brother.

Second is to my brother, my promise to him is that I will never let him fall so low that no one can save him, I will protect him forever and always.

While reading all my past journal entries, I come to think "WTF!? AM I ON CRACK!?!" Im so FUCKING EMO ITS INSANE!!! LMAO @____# Dude, I'm on crack. I need to get out more often. Im becoming like those 30yr old, fat ass, pimply, nerdy starcraft/warcraft men like that episode from South Park. LMAO! Dude, I seriously need a chill pill. Anywho, I'm ( Read more... )

Ai giochi addio per sempre, sì ( Read more... )