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Politics
I understand that every job is going to have politics. And I'm sure once things have started to heal I'll be able to play the politics quite easily. I'm just not sure that I want to. I think that what I really want - what I would kill for - is that mindless drone job. That job that doesn't require me to always be perfect, or at least attempt to be ( Read more... ) -
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I don't know where to start. I just don't anymore. Of course I'm not sure I ever really did. Despite an actually normal relaxing day I've broken down. Screaming that it's not fair in anger to the heavens... Going to write it all down and vent in my once save haven and my mind goes completely blank. When only moments before I was ready to commence ( Read more... ) -
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I hate this so much. As of Friday I'll have been off work for 2 whole weeks. I go back to work on Thursday. It's only been just over a week since his actual death, but 2 weeks since he went into hospice ( Read more... ) -
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I don't know what I would do without great friends.
Although many are very far away, they can still help.
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I find it to be a fascinating turn of events that on my favourite day of the year I find my way back here ( Read more... ) -
I feel like such an idiot.
I totally just learned that Mac's aren't as safe as I once thought and even the most cautious can get duped ( Read more... ) -
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I remember a time when I would write everything here. Good and bad, ten times a day.
So why now I can't?
Seriously, I can't. I feel that I'm burdening deaf ears that I no longer know.
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A new leaf or reburried.
It used to be that when I felt like this I could just write and write and write. Now I'm really just at a loss for words. I feel as though most of anything that I could/would write tonight will really be a repeat of what everyone has already read. I fear that what I could/would write tonight would fall upon deaf ears/eyes. So then, what's the point ( Read more... ) -
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Didn't you once tell me that the man who is worth my tears will never make me cry ( Read more... ) -
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Happy Birthday my love. :)