So last night at Joel's, umm..well.... there was beerpong and thats about it. YAY Beerpong! (please note the high levels of sarcasm) while beerpong is a great game, its not all that. Um... lets see, what else happened.... someone i wanted to talk to vanished away with the DB , fuck that.... I was kinda annoyed/angry/confused/insert favorite ( Read more... )

um... yeah... I'm kinda stressed now.... Tartuffe has really fucked me over, I haven't really been able to do anything during the show. I can't work on my AutoCAD, I can't read 'cause its too damn loud or dark or i just get distracted... kinda fucking annoying ( Read more... )

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So whats going on right now at 4am.... um, i'm kinda sleepy....Alicia's house was a bunch of fun, i love all of my actors.... I've never spent so much on alcohol ever..... i bought nearly 50 bucks worth (not for me lol)... why can't I get what i want....i inched towards something I want and felt like i got totally rejected.... that really sucks ( Read more... )

So i looked at this just now, and thought "wow that profanity has been up for a while"....... so to whomever read this lately..... I'm sorry that you had to deal with that outburst for 2 weeks or so. OOPS ( Read more... )

U know something! FUCK YOU and your fucking thoughts, you know what fine I've made some mistakes in my past but what the hell! Why the fuck can't I take this class, but all teh rest of the sophomore lighting designers can! What the fuck is your problem, can't you see that I've improved you small brained narrow minded dipshit! This is so much ( Read more... )

yep... so I feel like i'm riding a seesaw especially this weekend..... so this weekend was ACTF, which overall was so much fun and I wouldn't trade it for anything especially not light levels at a show where I feel like i'm being doubted, questioned, and generally stabbed in the back. But anyways, ACTF was so much fun! I love that cast and that ( Read more... )

So this is a new year... hmm...doesn't really feel different...but I trust ya if you say it will be ( Read more... )

Ok, i'm gonna try something personal for me.... i think i'm strong enough to handle this stuff now, its just another step to put aside my past.... i hope it works ( Read more... )

yeah... so I feel boring.... which makes me wonder some things about me, so if you don't mind letting me know why your friends with me...and if your not why is that? can i do something to change that? if so what ( Read more... )