Good morning... and yes, I actually slept some this time. I feel a little bit good today but I'll be honest, I feel like my panic is coming back. I panic about gaining weight now. Yup, my mom and sister finally did it. I do not want to eat. This is great... I mean I don't want to look skeletal I just want to be skinny. I have already lost some 55 ( Read more... )

As usual  have a new life therefore a new journal. It took me a while to actually do this because I wanted to stay away from anything i used to do... but hey I like writing and my psychodoctor told em if was good for me so here I am. As it is right now I am TOTALLY bored... there's no one on IM, my photoshop isn't working and well... yeah I am ( Read more... )