Today. For Real. I'm not exactly ready, either. And, I'm not taking all the studio classes that the other kids are taking because I already have credits for them. So, I'll be the one with almost nothing to show. Only because I have to have 3 pieces for each studio class, not because I haven't done any work. Yikes! I'll let you know how it goes ( Read more... )

"Candleburn" by Dishwalla. It's absolutely a gorgeous song. I really like Dishwalla... I just recently discovered. In case you didn't know, they did "Counting Blue Cars." (tell me all your thoughts on god... cause I really want to meet her.... tell me am i very far...) The album which contains "Candleburn" is called Opaline. You should check out ( Read more... )

So, for those of you that know me, you know that I'm not a confrontational person. You also know that I can be generous to the point of getting walked on, and that when I get walked on, I get really hurt, but never do anything about it. Well, I've been walked on by Merideth Pangburn for the last time. I loaned her $350 last month (what was I ( Read more... )

No, annoyed is not the right word. More like pissed, but in sort of an apathetic way. So, here's the scoop on my roomate situation, so you'll better understand the heinous you-know-what reference in the previous entry ( Read more... )

Well, it's only a possibility... I mean, how many Red Bulls do you think it would actually take to kill a person? On the contrary, it's the only thing keeping me alive right now. So, my parents must think I'm nuts. I've called them crying so many times this week. I haven't had real sleep in over a week. I have so much to do, and I can't do it. I ( Read more... )

I LOVE Jamiroquai. Love 'em.

Good thing I slept from 12-7 this afternoon... lol. So, I'm hoping that I'm going to pass this semester. Really. Although, I'm really getting into painting and drawing, and I'm thinking about applying to Cooper Union. Did I already say that? Anyway... I'm not applying til next year, because I want to go to Paris for at least a semester ( Read more... )

Another all nighter, and I am actually not tired. Every Sunday/Monday I pull one, and I actually think my body's just used to it. In fact, I don't think I could sleep if I tried. Anyway, 2 new artists/groups I"m way into: Moby and Jamiroquai. I'm loving it. Things are looking up, even though I'm DESPERATELY poor this week. I'm going to Europe on ( Read more... )

Went to the most fabulous Spanish restaurant!! It was so Madrid.... We had great tapas, and also sangria... lots of sangria. Then we went to The View, which is a lounge on the 48th floor of the Marriot Times Square, which spins slowly so you get to see 360 degrees around Manhattan. It was fabulous until my friend got sick in this guy's car, then ( Read more... )

Yep, this is it. I've finally figured it all out. I've been really depressed (or so I thought) for a while now. I've just felt really edgy, and anxious, and I didn't know what to do with myself. I was talking on the phone with my mom today, after a small nervous breakdown last night, and we had a really good chat. I casually mentioned to her about ( Read more... )