whoa muh gad

it's my birthday sooooonn woooooo 21!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm just sitting here waiting to go to the barrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

1. friends
2. self-sufficiency
3. an analyzed life

I had this dream last night that I was living in the dorms.  It was the end of the year, but I was staying for the summer.  I was supposed to be getting two new roommates, but in addition, I also got two new rooms.  I ended up with this giant space for all of my stuff, and the two other girls were going to have to share a bedroom.  I kept trying to ( Read more... )

i can think far enough ahead to know what i need to be thinking about, but i can't quite get around to actually thinking about those things.

i need to figure out what i want.
i need to figure out what i like.
i need to figure out what i believe in.

i'm feeling extremely ungrounded and escapist at the moment, which is weird, considering i am on " ( Read more... )

since i haven't been writing, these last few weeks might be lost in time ( Read more... )

i wrote all these in my check book because i didn't bring a notebook to chicago.

chicago

i.
the punctuated city: each cough
tight with concrete, every ivy leaf pulled
quiet with sun between mortar.
beneath bridges, we burn. each bolt
shivering apart, phantom smoke
in to the eyes: approach skies: how birds
drop like rain from the highwire.
on trains, we ( Read more... )

so i just finished the last thing for my poetry class.  kinda sad.

this semester (and last, but mostly this) has really gotten me comfortable with the idea of myself as a poet. yay!
i never post my shiz on here anymore because i am cool and have an allpoetry, but in case anyone cares, here are some of my poems that i think are fucking amazing because ( Read more... )

i just want to feel close and honest with you so we can get over ourselves and do everything. (-romantic)

perfectstars.com

so i've been thinking a lot about lifestyles ( Read more... )

take only what you neeeeeed from it ( Read more... )