I keep having this reoccuring dream...and the idea of it haunts me.it is a nightmare. its nerve recking because i don't know what was said. and now as i met everyone that knows part of my story i feel that unsaid notation that lerks in the back of their heads that says "i know this about you". i keep having these dreams and everytime i talk to ( Read more... )

A year has past and now we stand on the brink of returning to a world where we are surrounded by the paradox of everything, and yet nothing being the same ( Read more... )

So yesterday was mother's day. i tried to ignore the fact that i don't have a mother here. it didnt really hit me until we were at dougs house. they were talking about his grandma and saying these things that i didn't really agree with.i mean i no that they love her and stuff and no her better than i and  i mean i dont expect them to understand  ( Read more... )

So Saturday was prom...it was a lot of fun!! well first off all i was SO MAD that i didn't get to go to my cousins house....it was probably because bridget started doing my hair like a half hour-forty five minutes late...and i just felt so bad because so many people were counting on seeing me and i wanted to see them so badly!! :( anyways the prom ( Read more... )

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So lately I've been really missing my mom...especially since sunday was her death anniversary. i guess i'm just sick of not having a mom here. i mean i have awesome people in my life that i wouldn't change for the world, but none of them will ever be my mom. you know? with all these events coming up like prom and graduation and just other things in ( Read more... )

So ok...I've decided that I'm fed up with people about prom...they're being stupid about everything....particually one person that I have mind but we won't mention names. So some people decided that they just wanted to be exclusive and only hang out with the people that they wanted to hang out wiht cause their "better friends". When that came up, I ( Read more... )

So...I came to the conclusion that everyone is fucking ignorant... society has manipulated us into the ignorant SOBs we are now. I'm finding that we don't listen to what others have to say...we're just concerned with what we have to say. Our way of thinking is the right way.  I was thinking about this because... I was reading Marty Walsh's journal ( Read more... )

I realized that I haven't put anything in here lately....when I get a chance I will but right now I'm tired....ttyl lyl byee

So yesterday was the PARADE!! WHOO WHOO!! it was a lot of fun!! going somewhere was a bit complicated lol i am happy though that we didn't get busted with beer lol we were carrying it around in a backpack haha. So anyways we ended up at my house. and OMG this kid kevin hardney...they made me drive with him to my house, and yea didn't want to and ( Read more... )