wake me when it's june 5th

[ilovecocaine]

it's hard to not do the things that have kept you alive for so long. it's hard to switch addictions and i thought it was impossible to silence the mind. knowing that my actions are oh so much more than mine alone makes me want to do better. i can ignore this chatter, let it pass even, yet i wish i could just be what i want to be. i want to not

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[fly_nimue_fly]

i miss you.

[ilovecocaine]

i miss you. i wish i could not be a flake.

[ilovecocaine]

i think i dreamed that i met you recently.

[ilovecocaine]

i've been living in an ashram.