Today I went to delta, went to class...sat there forever by myself. Kind of like how every day goes now.

last night i worked
then i came home and got wasted
beyond comprehension
by myself and forgot how
much i actually drank.
I threw up 3 times in my room
last night
and had dry heeves this morning.
It made me nothing but more lonesome
and more depressed.
Someone help.

I can't describe how much I love senses fail.
They put me in the best mood when I am at the worst.
:)

Blair and I watched American Psycho today.
I worked for 6 hours and homicide and suicide seemed like the perfect answer.

Okay,
I have to get something off of my chest.
I have been really depressed lately. I go in and out of these phases ( Read more... )

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So, the other night I saw Sense Fail, Silverstein, the Bled and Emmanuel at St. Andrew's Hall. We got to Detroit at about 5:30pm or so. There weren't very many people there when we got there. We decided to try and go to the bathroom in a bar...BIG MISTAKE. Some old drunk man was at the counter and was saying something about "the girls with the boys ( Read more... )

Today I am going to see Senses Fail, Silverstein, The Bled and Emmanuel. I have to fucking drive now. I fucking hate expressway driving. But you gotta do what you gotta do. I had better fucking meet Garrett for all the fucking shit that's happening ( Read more... )

this is quite possibly the best AIM conversation I have ever had ( Read more... )

Name on Birth Certificate: Nicole Joy Schulte ( Read more... )