i took 2 baths tonight because ben hates me....i have to move out...soon....all i wanted was for him to hang out with me...i just cant deal with anything anymore....it all hurts too much.
I want to start wearing traditional Kanien'kéha clothing or jewelry like Frida did with her culture.
p.s.-ben and i were supposed to go to the beach, but he hasn't been home in like 6 hours...my heart hurts. i just want him to want to be with me. i'm so alone.
This is the last piece I did for my sculpture class....it's basically about memory....one kid during the critique said there is too much to think about. That makes me happy, but sad cause people are dumb.