question of the day: how do you adjust from someone meaning the world to you and being the biggest part of your life, to being nothing. and non existant?
i never use this and i'm not too sure why, because really i always have so much to say. and my silence, it is only artificial. i want to talk about everything i think, especially lately...so many ( Read more... )

i'm not ashamed to say...

if a band has any combination of the following instruments, individually or combined i will most likley love them, this has been a proven fact time and time again....i'm a sucker.

female and male vocals interchangably singing ( Read more... )

you know. i was just thinking something awfully sad.

look how many people in this world are not happy. not happy with their jobs, their relationships, their locations, their actions. how many people just live being content? dude, this word bothers me so much. i never want to say "yea, i am content". if you ever hear thesse four words escape from ( Read more... )

i don't even know where to start all of this. lately there is so much on my mind, so much bringing me down, so much i can't even describe. i feel like i am so close to getting what i want, but further away as each second passes. everytime i feel a bit of good, it gets outweighed with the bad. i don't want to come across as a complainer, this entry ( Read more... )

i think people who do drugs are the lamest of lame.

END OF STORY!

i haven't really said much of anything in a while. i sometimes think about updating this. and then i never find the time or end up doing something else. i guess the truth is this...i think the only way to keep a good journal is to handwrite it. it's more personal and takes you back to the basics. the only reason any of us keep one of these online ( Read more... )

so tonight i took a drive by myself. i needed to find something, and i don't really know what i was looking for. i just needed out and i needed loud music. and all i know is i ended out somewhere near central city. i parked the car and took a walk for a while and i saw this old, abandoned house. so i did what any other interested person would, i ( Read more... )

i have been taking alot more photographs lately. but i am getting even more shy about them. and not really sharing them with anyone at all. i never think they're good enough. maybe i will get over this again.

in other news, i bought a canvas board and starting to make my mom a gift for mothers day with oil paints. then she made me sad times 10 so ( Read more... )

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this is my soulmate evan. and he refuses to learn.

watch him here.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J0sCYgFhRPo


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