i think sometimes i dont realize how much things effect me until after they have already taken their complete toll. aye carmaba what do i do. shaun reminds me of someone i know, i'm having serious issues

my whole life i've been searching for something that can't be found.

i have to sing tommorrow..my throat hurts..i dont like my friends very much sometimes..i dunno whats wrong with me..i got an email from a special person and it made me cry..i went ice skating and it was fun but then it turned kinda weird..i really want to pass all my finals and then return to LA safe and sound right in time for christmas..im really ( Read more... )

cant even express how amazing it feels to be back in my own bed gahdfoshfsfshyfkshf

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i hate myself sometimes...like tonight

CRAP it happens everytime!

i told myself i wouldnt be like this anyone... i hate lying

4 and 5 or 40?? in one night. replayyy ohh nooo