i really hate this thing but i figured what the hell why don't i write something today (pure boredom). so i'm going to this formally thing with this guy (zach...) and its in like 2 weeks and i have nothing... i should probably get a dress lest i show up in pajamas. i wish i could just fast forward my life until i'm at that thing and then fast ( Read more... )

its been a while since i've said anything but what the hell does that matter since no one comes here anyway. o well i don't really give a fuck. so let's see... christmas break was cool cuz i saw all my friend type people like very flippin' day. those ice days sucked soooo bad that it was painful (thank you depression. today my my dog saisha tried ( Read more... )

i just ate ice cream. we all know what bad things happen when i eat ice cream. o that's right none of you know and i want to keep it that way. danielle knows but you don't. so bleh! i own final's ass by the way even when i fail them all with flying colors i still own them and you know why? i don't let them get to me... stress makes it all worse. so ( Read more... )

so last night was unusual especially when amy started beating the crap out of me and i had to get an ice pack and when me amy and ernest played on the trampolene untill 1 in the morning... they were wrestling... it was like watching a cross between soft core porn and an info movie about domestic violence. all in all i learned that amy is a violent ( Read more... )

NOOOOOOO!!!! i'm sooo mad at myself. my grandma made some lasagna thing and it had meat in it and i ate it. it was disgusting and i spit it out and drank half a bottle of wine but still i willingly ate meat. damn me!
~another fucking meat eater

i say this to you: i'm not ok. i am really really not ok.

you say: are you singing mcr or something?

i say: no i'm really not ok

you say: but lauren you're that happy perky spastic adorably cute little girl at school

i say: true true... but i'm reaaaaally not ok. o and i might legally be retarted damn you grandma for dropping me when i was a

sweet lord today was rat day and tomorrow is too. today i cried a little, shook uncontrollably, and gagged 8 times. it was a great improvement on my behalf since last time (i made some one else slice up stuart little and i kinda puked and what not). soo hmm... what can i entertain you with today. i went to the ku game with claire and amy sunday. it ( Read more... )

no one comes to my journal anymore... ya'll are totally giving me the shaft. thanks guys. i've been going through some heavy, heavy shit lately. well techincally its been this way for a while but its getting heavier lately. my dad is the biggest asshole ever. he ruined his life, my mom's life, and me and little pants' lives (daniel isn't so little ( Read more... )

hmmm... lets see... i hate our country, i hate the people for making that terrible decision twice, and i hate war. i did like brooks' party though, that was good times. kelley's turning into a rhino. i bet you didn't know that now did ya? but lets get back to the important issues shall we?... why the hell am i asking you for its my livejournal. so ( Read more... )

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