i havent done one of these in forever so its funny that i am going to do on now. but i think i kinda need it at this point. i for whatever reason have a a few bad days in the last month. i dont ever have bad days wich is wierd. yesterday was boring and i got sunburnt but that normaly would be fine. i dont know what it set me off like it did. about ( Read more... )

i am tierd of working soooo much i finaly put my two weeks in at spencer's!!!!!!!!! way happy about that. i dont know what im thinking i can even sort out my thoughts sometimes. I've gained someone really important lost another. BAHHHH i dont know what to feel about this i wish there was a way to have my loss bakc in my life, then again what is it ( Read more... )

what did i just do????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

off to work again...........
im going to lose my mind

So, work is really fun right now i think im doing pritty good for my first day on, it really is beating me up tho with working two jobs. No good, its really making me really stinkin tierd. i dont even want to work at spencers its being to much. im just going to stay there untill im on payroll over at the mortgage place. right now its just commition ( Read more... )

agian.....

Im having so much fun with you
always in my head

missing a best friend

loving you and him together, bandanas and thugs go together right??
i love it

work is going to be alot for me haha one day and im starting to feel the wear.
im a sissy i cant help it

YUCKKKKK i till have the fucked up just lost your best friend feeling, not good at all, sitting home alone dwelling on it is really not the best thing for me to be doing but here i am. As long as i know im alive with out you is sucky but i do have to say that i think im doing the right thing and i know i know what a best friend is there for, i was ( Read more... )

it was all you
i hate you again
you did the same thing
i did everything i said i would
you didn't
you make me hate me
and it sux
thank you alicia you fucking suck

there really are no words for it <3 i love my crue <3 pod in full effect last night<3 ( Read more... )

i can't sleep and dont like it......